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2011-02-26T22:54:00.001+08:00

whoohoooooo i hate stats,but stats,pls like me tho

fucking perfect

2011-02-09T22:38:00.000+08:00

im so in love with this babyyyy:) how i wish he is mine hahahha.so damn mad cuteeeeXD

talalala,had beeen sometime since i posted anything.life could definitely get better than it is now,butttttt i know tts notta gonna happen to me.otherwise,its pretty good,tho someone just keep breaking my heart.ah than you for tt but damn i dun really wanna care abt tt now,not really worth it i guess.hahahahs.AND I SINCERELY HOPE YOU WILL REGRET,tho it will probably be too late by then.haiya whatever la,my heart is getting chills anyway..i wont be hoping anymore..never ever..but then back to today,paul told me sth quite shocking....like wth,i will never guess it.lol but cldnt really believe it hahah

ohhhhbtw my GEMS IS OVER.ohyayohyayyyyy!

addicted to the song fuckin perfect by pinkkkk,really damn nice(currently my blogsong)

im gonnna be living the heaven out of my life with or without you.did alot thinking past few days since i was sick.got nothing to do but to replay stuffs in my head.i realize i have gotta to put my priorities right.like seriously which means i have to carry it out in action.ohhh and i like it how my gems teacher PRONOUNCE my name.like damn nice,hehehe.

2011-02-07T19:31:00.001+08:00

oh my,my cny is sooo boring :( sigh sigh sigh

2011-01-26T14:58:00.000+08:00

2011-01-14T09:44:00.003+08:00

“There’s only so many times you can allow someone to let you down before you can’t handle the disappointment anymore. When things change, people change. It doesn’t mean you forgot the past, it simply means you’ve tried to move on and treasure the memories. Letting go doesn’t mean giving up, it means accepting things that weren’t meant to be. There’s a point in life when you get tired of chasing everyone, trying to fix everything, but it’s not giving up. You got to do what’s right for you even if it hurts. I’ve come to realize that in the end, everyone turns out to be the person they swore they would never become.”

What a true quote..

HAPPY NEW YEAR

2011-01-02T12:15:00.000+08:00

YAY 2011 is finally hereeeee! :D yupp has been waiting for 2011 to come.i dont believe 2010 has been a good year because so many tears was shed,but im v glad to meet crystal and charmaine.and of course its a year of many changes frm sec sch to poly.many things changes hahahs.well new year resolution.i want to stay happy and study well:) no more tears and enjoy my life hahahah :)and the rest shall just let god decide for me.

lets hope 2011 will be a great year ahead!

went to 4P2 chalet!
actually it is the first chalet i went to that i dint even sleep for a single min hehehs.but thats because im scared have bedbug then will bite me:X hahahs then after gambling,we play mahjong(without money) then gossip till 730 till the gift exchange ahha:D roger's luck is too good already.nvr see banker can have blackjet 3 or 4 times in half an hour.wth.nxt time cant play with him hahah.
another chalet nxt week:)

2010-12-23T20:28:00.000+08:00

immmm sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo boreeeeeeeeeddddddddddddddddd!!!

there is this app on iphone tt gives nice pics:D

super korean-ishh :D

that was taken when me & crystal went to study for pacc and mob.@coffee bean.its too noisy there still prefer starbucks.

some random stuffffsXD

i like starbucks rather than coffee bean

i like bodyshop rather than faceshop(tho faceshop gettin better)

i like john little more than metro

i like fairprice more than giant

i like mondo more than covet or mimosa

i like Nike more than Adidas (im nvr an Adidas fan)

i like converse more than everlast

i like watson more than guardian

i like mac more than kfc

i like breadtalk more than four leaves

i like sportslink more than world of sports

ok,thats all i can think off,but sld have more bah

why so EX?!?

2010-12-08T21:49:00.001+08:00

<<<179 pounds..

BIRKENSTOCK

2010-12-08T21:18:00.000+08:00

hmmm which is nicer?i like the blue and white,but white so easy dirtyyy..

2010-12-07T23:44:00.000+08:00

i was never like this,somehow the old me is gone..i wonder if thats a good or bad thing.i should start finding that part of me back :) cant wait to get over my exams.and hopefully my mcq full marks! heheheheh

2010-12-07T23:36:00.001+08:00

If you really love someone ,that someone should be able to feel it
If you really love someone,then you would do anything for him/her.
If you really do love someone,you would even change yourself for him/her.
And if you cant do those above,maybe you should try loving him/her harder.

happy happy:D

2010-12-04T22:10:00.002+08:00

thats my bro's baby spoon(he used it when he is a baby) now its just nice for my yogurt LOL

im in a pretty happy mood.went to study with yun hui :) we studied econs.at first we wanted go to the library but its like so fulll,which i dont understand why.olevel and a level all finish already.so must be poly/uni/adults?and its really damn packed.then Starbucks oso packed:( so we went mac inthe end.its quite effective im glad.now after a month i finally understood what alex had been talking abt.dont get me wrong.its not tt i dont like him,but i cannot really understand whats he is teaching in the sense of how he speaks,its like 3 words by 3 words makes everything v hard to understand.
anyway brandon went on newspaper today.LOL like damn funny cuz yun hui was helping me lookin through the papers to find sth or someone who i know died (he told me to buy the zaobei cuz sth died)
i dunno why im so happy lol,maybe finally i understands econs,i still have pacc to go.maybe i can see how my next two yrs of life will be if everything goes as i planned.maybe cuz i might go back nxt yr.but i dun wan just go back for 2 weeeeeks! hahaha etc etc.ohhhhohh if i have a chance i wan go shang hai for my internship.omg will be so cool.( i dont think DAC can go anywhere else =.=)
p.s addicted to go away by 2NE1 and i love how taeyong dance hahahs

i wont forget you,tho im afraid u might.it isnt easy to forget you because u are a part of my teenage life.hahahs.but yes,thinking cleaarly and carefully this might indeed be better for us :)
au revoir love ♥

BA LOON :D

2010-12-03T23:26:00.001+08:00

HAHA this is so overdued but anyway I LOVE THE BALLOON elton weichen and choon han bought for me.lol nice ppl:D thanks alot! hehe

anyway,MST coming again,and seriously like again,its like we just had our holidays and now its here again.wth.and poly isnt as slack as i thought it wld be.and hell i dunno why i agreed to choose accmounting.i dont think there is any cell in my body tt actually suits acc.just because it a good career blah bleh blah..BUT then to prove someone wrong i do want to get my ACCA and a public certified chartered accountant under my name.lol.

and back to today,i went to do manicure with charmaine:)i love mine,its not exactly gold like all sorts of glitter and reminds me that christmas is coming!! and tho it isnt exactly a v big occasion,it will still be fun.and i just CANT wait for mst to be over.and then some time to take a breath before sch starts again.

hehe nice color uh

ps i really cant stand ur attitude,it getting on my nerves,and really i just dont get it.normally i wont be bothered with you cuz u just seeem to be tt way,and neither am i interested to do sth abt it.but i seriously think someone sld try and make u into a better person..

Congrats Qide!

2010-11-26T20:55:00.000+08:00

super nice gowns~

my face after trying the wine ahhaa bitter~

my hair look so long in this picture

ghost whisper lol

HAVE A BLISSFUL MARRIAGE QIDE&LILIAN :)

2010-11-22T22:51:00.001+08:00

my son so gonna be named damon!!!

I AM IN LOVE WITH VAMP DIARIES.WAITING FOR DEC 2 FOR EP 10

oh so pretty!

you got me dreaming like a fool

2010-11-22T20:44:00.002+08:00

hmm my grace day is over:)thank you crystal and charmaine! they are super funny and made me laugh alot.hahah but the jokes i'll just keep to myself.or someone will have steam coming out of his ears hahahaXD
Ah,so much things to do.hmm hate ONOW! why are we writing political essays??? and MOB presentation and bstats paper..and the list goes on
sighhhh,sch only started like ytd and one week later mst is here again.why so fast hahaha
but cant wait for MST to be over,im gonna have some serious funnnnn!
p.s trimmed my hair :) i realise i always cut my hair when im sad lol

2010-11-21T23:05:00.000+08:00

i guess it doesn't matter anymore.so what if i do feel jealous,there is nothing i can do.what is so hard to move on is the fact that every little details in life is about to change.its just hard to adjust to that change.

2010-11-21T22:55:00.000+08:00

I have no mood for anything sigh,but having a hurting heart doesn't give me any excuses to stop what im suppose to do.

2010-11-19T15:40:00.002+08:00

love the starbucks card!

2010-11-18T22:31:00.000+08:00

i love my mocha! it seems to be nicer than last time i bought.i mean the previous time was like too chocolatety and i like it more coffee-ishh! lol. played badminton in tights and tts like supeer hot! but fun and just really good.next week gonna bring my shoe.stupid sandal make me almost sprain my leg lol :)

im in a rather good mood today:)

dont be sad charmaine:)

ps. somemore my starb card is christmas limited edition :P damn chio hehe

promise this

2010-11-18T00:11:00.002+08:00

never really thought i will be here dealing this,but life just like to give me hell what can i do.looking at a bigger picture,this will probably be better.yes,i maybe losing you forever which is very likely i guess.i'm not pessimistic i'm just being realistic.destiny and miracles, can i always trust on it? well, i guess its really queserasera..i believe that the pain and hurt will go and please just go away.i dont want to make myself like a miserable person.i have enough of pain in my life.it will be about me from now on..
seriously fml.
ps.i got myself a pink audio-technica ear phone! more and more pink stuff!

2010-11-15T23:02:00.001+08:00

ah yea,pink! i shall find alot pink stuff to cheer myself up!

Footprints in time

2010-11-15T21:52:00.002+08:00

Two young lovers, Walking on the sand,
Gazing at each other, Talking hand in hand,
The prints they leave behind them,
Marking memories of the past,
The long beach laid before them,
Hoping love will last,
The ocean captures the footprints,
And erases them from the shore,
Taking with it remembrances,
And leaving them with more,

Many years have passed,
Time flies when you're having fun,
And before you know it innocence fades,
And the teen years are done,
Now she's back on the beach,
Except she is alone,
Watching and waiting,
For the love that hadn't grown,
She walks along the ocean,
Two footprints, not four,
Wondering where the laughter went,
Why he didn't love her more,
Then she stops to sit,
And draws his name in the sand,
A celestial stranger comes along,
And reaches out a hand,
Hesitantly she takes it,
And he listens to her cries,
He's been there before,
He's heard many lies,
They decide to walk,
And she follows, not knowing why,

Love will always be reborn again,
Even if it may die,
She is more cautious than before,
And as she looks back at the footprints,
She smiles seeing not two, but four,
This time will be different,
Her heart trying to say,
Something magical happened,
She felt it the first day,
Something clicked when they touched,
A jolt from inside,
She knew he'd be there always,
If she had something to confide,

Now here it is twenty years later,
And his love for her,
Is now even greater,
He looks at her like the first time they met,
And despite all the years gone by,
They can never forget,
Those four special footprints,
That are never washed away,
They'll stay forever on her heart,
Until their dying day.

2010-11-03T20:53:00.000+08:00

so far,this is my fav hahaha tho im like frowning lol

:D happy happy

photoshoot:)

2010-10-27T20:02:00.001+08:00

well,i dont really think these edited photos are that nice :X next time get all photos then post nice ones bah:) anyway sch reopened:) my gem is better pronunciation and we learn IPA haha now my moms very happy.because she bug me to learn IPA for dunno how many years hahah.i want to be a sophisticated speaker hehe:) dunno why ppl keeps calling me ah-lura.its not ah is a,haha allure not ahllure.ah anyway today i fell asleep in gems kinda boring and super duper tired.after gems went to diso with crystal sim :P hah i realised diso have really nice and cute stuffs lol some are really cheap and they really sell almost everything!

p.s the photoshoot has a theme of RETRO tts why we are dressed weirdly nxt time must post charmaines 700 bucks pants super cool haha.yea all i wore tt day were mostly hers.i dont have any of these retro and cool Beatles clothings haha

2010-10-19T18:45:00.001+08:00

im so mad now i dunno why.first time so mad i want to punch the wall.i keep telling myself pls don't have high expectations.but its really so hard and its making me so confused.im waiting wishing u will call..sigh

talalala

2010-10-14T22:15:00.000+08:00

im freaking tired but well i want to watch playful kiss!! heheheh,
well,im tired becuz i have been so tired and busy for the last three days haha.tue went to bugis and pearlynn and i bought alot stuff spend like 50 bucks.then ytd went bugis with crystal and charmaine again haha and again i spend like near 50.watched a horrible movie with crystal.hahaha and i realise its the firsttime i watch thriller with a girl:) was vv excited abt it but int he end so disappointed cuz the movie suck ahha and we walked out and randomly walk into another show,its dinner with schmuck or sth.it is freaking funny,laugher like average one min one time LOL hahaha
and today went to a photoshoot,freaking tiring with dance afterwards lol.we shoot frm mrng 1130 to like 330..so damn tired but was really fun cuz my first time take those kind of pictures and some are really nice tho some are weird too.charmaine did really great cus i think she really suit the retro look haha!XD especially with those bottoms:)hope it comes out nice! so excited to wait for the photos to come out:) really cant wait..faster haha!

2010-10-11T23:37:00.000+08:00

someone is paranoid abt insects and snakes!hahahaha so funny.tired omg!been ard with baby to buy his obs stuff.gonna call him at 8 tmr and say "hahahah im lying on my nice bed and going back to slp again! hahahaha" lol tho i think its a pity i missed obs in sec 3.true i hate that kind of environment,but probably once a life time experiance for me hehe

goodnight!meeting susu tmr:)

101010

2010-10-10T23:42:00.000+08:00

yupp a rare day,hope everyones dreams come true!including mine! well i was thinking it wld be cool to get married on 12/12/12 i like the number 12 hahah:) watched what happens in vegas,always wanted to but always chose sth else.except this time on tv lol.ytd was eragon.i oso wan a dragon leh

ps. i want so many course for gems :(

Sentosa!

2010-10-10T23:34:00.000+08:00

back from the one night chalet,hahah personally i think its too short tho really tiring.it was a great day except frst day too hot and second say the weather then just nice.how irritating.thank you for going with me,yea.well,was great but not as fun as i thought cuz i dint play flying fox hahaha in the end was wavehousse..like so damn embarrassing .that fellow just say jump and i did!wth and the nxt sec i fly off = = it made us have sore muscles,but yea indeeed memorable!

we are not always alright,actually we have tonns of problems sometimes.but we must solve them :) i want go again hehe but im so afraid of getting tanned altho im already tanned.darn it :( love this pic! thanks charmaine!!

2010-10-04T11:29:00.000+08:00

who would dare to gamble love on pure fate?is there such thing as fate?hmmm,yea i believe that.sigh,i know it is no ones fault but im still disappointed la reallly sighhhhhh,ah and im really no computer person!knew that since pri2,but gaaaaa screw ITB for pulling down my gpa :(
shall go far east later:)
maybe some people dont like going out alone,but weirdly enough im alright with it,i do enjoy my own company.i feel like a loner sometimes haha :X ah who cares
anyway hope i can get 10 calls for survey laterr!!!!

2010-09-26T23:28:00.001+08:00

late night ice-cream with you :) it is sweeter than it already is.
im so in awe by the universe...hmm would anyone want to travel into the future knowing there is a risk of never getting back again?watched eureka..haha criminal mind season 5 is gonna to air yayay!

2010-09-17T23:04:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry for being selfish about this,but i cant help it.Its like when one thing comes into my mind,it stays there and keeps bugging me like a virus.Anyway,i'm not entirely wrong

2010-09-17T22:45:00.004+08:00

"When you’re a little girl, you believe in fairytales. And you say you’re going to find Prince Charming and he’s going to be everything you want him to be. In fairytales, the bad guy is easy to spot. He’s always wearing a black cape. Then you grow up. You find out that Prince Charming isn’t as easy to find as you thought. The bad guy isn’t wearing a black cape. He’s really cute and he makes you laugh."
— Taylor Swift

happy birthday

2010-09-17T14:40:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CRYSTAL,AFIQ AND charmaines BOYFR hahaha so many ppls birthday on same day
hope crystal will have a fun night:) and charmaine to success is her surprise for her boyfr.lol jyjy!

2010-09-16T23:57:00.000+08:00

The truth is that i cant live without you...i rather have bad times with you than having good times with someone else.because i want to be with someone who holds my heart :)

who want go made with love with me?

2010-09-13T22:47:00.002+08:00

I WANT THIS but sure v ex :X

but hopefully have paper market then price goes down haha

omgomgomg tmr must goooo~

so cute!!! lollipop pens

2010-09-13T22:16:00.001+08:00

I'm so disappointed in myself! Stupid econs.studied so long then in the end remember wrongly.

hmm holidays are here.hope it isnt boring pls.hahah but this week will be quite free ba.baby so busy..lalala

ahh nvmnvm just nice,then i have time to do my own stuffs:)

finally freeeeee.yay!

i want to read,do cards,go out,take photos,find a job..blah blah! why lee min ho no new show leh LOL

I love you,yes i do

2010-09-12T00:17:00.001+08:00

Deep down,every girl has this dream of meeting her Mr Right.Actually i suppose most girls doesn't expects too much.They seem petty or unreasonable because they cares for little thing,the very tiniest details.which i think isnt wrong.I believe only those small details tells truth.Its never easy to trust someone with all of your soul.But sometimes its worth the risk i guess..love is never easy,it has to be figured out with two linking hearts.there are times when there is a wrong turn or such,but its important to look back and never make such mistakes again.its not easy because its a human emotion thats dealing with.Love is give and take,you can never get all the things you want,there is always compromises to be made.Its a type of partnership the two have to learn.And love the other for the good points,never the bad.Because at the end,you only remember and long for the best.Its just the most amazing and irrational emotion on earth.

2010-09-11T23:58:00.000+08:00

yes boy yes boy i love loving you

2010-09-11T12:00:00.000+08:00

OMG i just forgot to mention that i saw janice ng ytd at pastamania ..i think her side view is easily regonised..wanted to up to her and say hi,but scared she dont remember us anymore lol

Resident Evil

2010-09-11T11:44:00.001+08:00

Caught resident evil with baby ytday.coolcool i think so far this is the movie with best 3D effect?baby say even the background doesnt look fake.lol.but then again,its too good that i feel a lil dizzy after sometime,especially those slow-motion time.when blood splatters ard u can see its splashed onto ur specs too haha:)bloody show but the ending v typical then surely have another movie continuing but actually dont really like serial movies cuz i always forgot what happen in the previous series

exp,harry potter.lol always feeel so blurr watching it.haha
back abt resident evil,the prison break guy was starring as well,and people behind me say his as cheesy.LOL.and Alice is so coolllll!!!!! so many guns and knifes lol dont need be scared ppl attack her.
and the black guy as weell,dint expect him to survive lol

LOVE YOU HON~

anyway,in the morning,went to the popular fair with susu & janice &chinwen.erm was rather fruitless cuz i only bought a file.there isnt alot pretty things leh.hahahah but the funny thing is that susu misread singapore expo hall as suntec exhibition hall LOLOLXD

expo so far away lahhh,but then already went suntec then must well go expo..

hahahaha janice chill~ :)) so funny heheheh

love the girls haha

extensions!

2010-09-09T11:34:00.000+08:00

So,ystday i went to orchard with crystal :) she bought alot stuff! hahaha :) then just nice zhihui oso going fareast to do his hair :X So i also go see see:P haha shall post some pics.zh dont angry okayy:) i wont post the special edition photos,dont worryy.

poor baby,waited for 6 hrs

okayy i was bored as well after crystal left

after that went to the Swenson ice-cream buffet

those are all i ate and many ate halfway,hmmm not exactly worth it ba,the opera cake,waffle are nice.others are just soso.as for icecream theres one sarsi flavour.to me its awful cuz i hate sarsi hahaha.strawberry and mocha coffee v nice:)

lol i went to eat strawberries

hahahah i keep pestering zh take picture with me,cuz previously taken not nice

2010-09-08T00:54:00.001+08:00

omg saw this on blogshop,who wears this????must well dont wear sia.so ugly

this better lah lol

happiness!

2010-09-08T00:47:00.000+08:00

yayay i feel high today due to many reasons lol.firstly and most importantly is fom over and gone.yay.hahah i crapped 9 pages lol with horrible handwriting cuz was so freaking cold and my hand was numb la!annyway i realise i for alot stuff.like the market expansion grid i forgot the last point which is diversification lol.ohh secondly i drank the mocha coffee (each-a-cup!)awesome nice!how i wish sweettalks disappear and all be replaced with eachacup and kois!plus they have nicer straws!aye oh then i also met boyfr and test him blaw =) lol i think by now i can also can remember some.sigh hate subjs like this man..feel super slack now sia..too bad still have econs..gonna do well for tt!jyjy

shall sleeep~ going orchard with crystal:) heheh

goodnight!

I HATE pacc

2010-09-06T22:43:00.000+08:00

studyying but all useless now screw pacc

love my pokadot p;encilcase:)

fom:X

tmr gd luck bah:)

maybejustsometimesisldntcare.mindtoomuchandigetupset.thenwhatforimakemyselfmiserable

2010-09-03T23:17:00.001+08:00

Exams Exams Examinations!

sweety

2010-09-02T16:08:00.000+08:00

I LOVE RIbbONS:) i think they can give a girly look.heheh they are really pretty!

can clip at the back:)it gives a very soft look

can also tie a high messy bun then clip at the bottom of the bun or at the top

its a very young look,cheerful and cute look

or can also tie a ponytail as well :)

does this look weird?lol

All for you:)

2010-09-02T11:16:00.000+08:00

I cook nice food! lol XD

look appetizing right.nicer if there is cheese too,but too bad you dont like cheese

wat i drew on my hand,i think it will make a nice tattoo.cool eh.a tattoo on the finger

presentation!+miss bpghs

2010-09-02T11:03:00.002+08:00

so we had presentation on teachers day celebration,and the day was pretty unlucky since i wanted go back bpgh.aghh miss out alot lorh.thanks to the 2 presentations and to two ppl who pon presentation and had to wait till they get back wth.The bc presentation lasted for 4 hrs!omg lorh super bored at the end.dint bother to listen to the last grp.so sorry.I MISS BPGHS

once a bpian always a bpain

but then i dont miss the teachers lol,not really.

waiting for the tech man to cm and fix the projector or sth

my speech lol messy like hell haha,oh btw i found my favorite pen after so many years!heheh ohhh i love pilot!im totally a pilot fan!!the new wingel love it:) yea im a pen lover lol sounds so werid

charmaine look like lawyer!

yey no more presentation for now:)

exams cming tho

hate fom la

the angel is crying

2010-08-31T02:30:00.001+08:00

Thing really happen out of no where,your msg took me off guard.nvm what i thought,but im really so disappointed.why now.why everytime i have presentation,i have alot problems to deal with.sigh and im so damn tired,i want to sleep:X dint sleep well for last two days.hate my life lah...whywhywhy.

sigh i wish i cld hold on another time,but i guess i cant anymore...\\i really need to get away...asap..damn exams faster over la

2010-08-29T21:44:00.002+08:00

I don't give a damn.

kindness

2010-08-29T00:24:00.000+08:00

i was walking home just now and a random man passed me a packet of tissue,was kinda embarrassing,but he is really kind or maybe just pity me. which reminded me that i met another guy who was v kind too.sometimes things happen really out of no where.i took a taxi and when i pay with nets my card cant go through the machine.was a really awkward situation and i dint have cash.then this guy came up and ask me how much and paid for me.maybe he is just in a real hurry and needed that taxi,but still he is kind...

its all in the mind

2010-08-28T02:22:00.001+08:00

the more i think of it,the more sad i am.do i really think too much to what it is? "its all in the mind",i believe this to a certain extent.im not saying to believe everything u've done is right la...its not easy to mind control yourself,but maybe sometimes it helps in a way or two.its like a battle with yourself.and surely having emotions is a gd thing.but i believe too much can ruin a person.no emotion wld be a stone hearted person,otherwise too much emotions often led to depression or such.why is it so complicated,things always go the other way as you want it to be.i want a simple happy life thats it,after so much,thats all i ask for.

i want to live like this,isnt it so much easier when people are just farmers to fed themselves

the flowers are so pretty...

live at somewhere like this

or this

or sth like this by a quiet sea..

cant sleep....!

dummys

2010-08-28T01:08:00.002+08:00

well,today was an incredible dumb funny nonsense day lol :D watched expendables! its a bloody show,but funny heheh i like the black guy who mention the bullet as his gf lol. jet li oso v cute!the part abt him working extra hard because he is shorter and smaller in size compare to the other big guys.
i feel dumb because we bought sweet talk but i forgot to take the straws.im so use to people putting the straw inside tt i forgot not all sweet talk stalls are like tt.hahahs and end up i have to drink frm normal straw then eat the pearl:X
but the most dumb thing is to say no when the counter person ask u if ur 18 yet,when he movie is m18
hahahahahahahahaha so freaking funny.okay lahh nt really ur fault since u dint now its m18.
oh,dont know why i listen to my parents and choose accounts.ahh.i only did like 2 qns the whole day :X
jiayou tmr!

wish everything works out smoothly~

teamo

2010-08-25T23:26:00.003+08:00

yes,im determined to slim down this time!!

for better for worse, i got you!

lovely

2010-08-24T23:54:00.000+08:00

OMGOMG adorable!! i want the one on the most left or the one in the middle.but i want a dog more.i want a puppy.

this is oso super cute!

i will never forget those times

2010-08-24T23:30:00.000+08:00

happy birthday!its the first time skyping with my relatives.i miss them so much:C im so jealous of my cousins.2 more years i will go back for a long stay:)feel so sad! altho webcam can allow us to see each other closely and such,but still miss them.in fact will miss them more.my brothers all grow until so tall hahah.sadly among for of us,im the most out of place.ahhhhh! sadlasadlasadlahhhhhhh :((
thank you for taking care when i was young,they gave me some interesting memories.i love you!!

keep it alive

2010-08-24T02:28:00.001+08:00

//memories

The picture above is a game i use to play when i was young,its so way back into my memories.Those were the innocent times i guess.Last night i went back into the past,and into my childhood.Really sad to say,i dont remember things from like age 1-4.My mom said sth abt those tall tail grass outside our house.i dont remember i really dont.sigh.and those moments with my cousins.i treasure them since that were happier times.but im afraid a few more years down the road i will forget them all :X and i really miss them.after so many years we kinda lost touch already.its kinda sad,still remember those many funny moments.hahahs.maybe i sld record it all down now,so i wont forget in later years.i think as we grow older,more things happen and obviously take up more memory space and push out those old really ancient past.those recent years realy bombard our brain.it becomes sad when i'm no longer close to them like an outsider:( i miss my two brothers!

this is the tall tails

love them,they are really a pretty sight when the whole field is filled with this

my grandfather use to pluck them and make into rabbits for me

p.s i'm gonna start writing diary again! partly because i have too many diary books(bought another one recently,v pretty) and partly cuz yea,memory failing! hahaha

time check//i should be sleeping now,but im nice enough to wait up with someone:)

goodnight and sweet dream to me!no nightmare okayy!

couch potato

2010-08-22T17:43:00.000+08:00

woohoo.finished salt!and many other shows over the week.i've watched personal taste (staring lee minho!) heheh:)

supercute!!!!

this part v touching! since she dressed up as a guy thinking jinho is a gay

i like jinhos dressing sytle,esp his coats and suits :>
tho i think the girl kinda look alike to the boys over flower girl

other than that i realise i love police shows lol.watching unriddle recently and its really far far frm those hongkong or us shows.their acting skills really....haiz hahah but on singapore standard still ok bah.better than average.lols.i like criminal minds and bones as well:) tho is gross,but interesting .and i dont think bones is pretty.tho her partner always say she is hot.huh lol

Random

2010-08-21T00:37:00.001+08:00

hmmm just some random pictures i took over many days hehe

LOVE my new ribbon:)

cookies!AWESOME hehe

they are really mini!super cute

haha i cooked this :)

look nice?lol

pink receipt:)

other half

2010-08-21T00:07:00.000+08:00

i like this:) where is my other half?

then if so,human were suppose to be half male half female?

or are we all suppose to be gays and lesbians?

hahaha

still this is interesting!

Control of your heart

2010-08-13T23:35:00.001+08:00

A wise and understanding heart does not repay a hurt with a hurt. In doing so, the heart is diminished. Fissures form. Love leaks out. Every pain given in return for one received, changes the contents of the heart. It is no longer defined by love, wisdom and understanding. It is redefined by the bearers of hurt and hate, pain and prejudice, meanness and madness, sorrow and sadness. You give away control of your very own heart.

The despair of being hurt is healed by overcoming it, not clinging to the hurt and inflicting more of it on the world. When darkness is added to darkness, no one can see, no one can love. Everyone loses.

Love is not always warm and fuzzy. Sometimes it's the integrity we hold on to when we're tempted to strike back. Sometimes it's the honor that keeps us from exchanging the valuable contents of our heart for the harsh satisfaction of lashing back.

No, the way of love is not always easy, but when night falls, dawn is assured.

The integrity and honor of a wise and understanding heart, rises with the sun of a new day.

"Because you have asked for understanding to discern judgment. I have given you a wise and understanding heart." 1 Kings 3:11-12

Living in love and loving life

2010-08-13T23:27:00.000+08:00

it takes deep courage..

really tired

2010-08-12T23:52:00.000+08:00

this isnt the first time,certainly not the last either i believe?i never wanted to be unreasonable.i always keep it to myself until i really cant take it anymore.but this sld be the last time im telling u this.im so tired of this,that even i believe myself being irritating.i keep telling you that hoping u realize sth.but do u?
i am just so damn tired to make myself believe..where is the old me?

Adore

2010-08-10T22:41:00.001+08:00

Sunflowers say "I adore you"

...the heart that has truly loved never forgets,
But as truly loves on to the close,
As the sunflower turns on her god, when he sets,
The same look which she turned when he rose.

and the sunflower always faces its sun :)

45th

2010-08-10T15:18:00.002+08:00

my favorite firework of all:)

well it isnt as magnificent as i thought

like as Charmaine said, Disneyland is way better :) hahah
hmmm tho there are so many people who went down

that i think maybe its not really worth it

Miami ink!

made me really want to get a tattoooooo!!! i think there is a mis-perception abt tattoos,not only ah beng ah lian have them to show that they are being feared?or haviing a tattoo shows that you're a gangster.its about a image to show who you are.anyway its damn nice.tho not all tattoos are awesome,some to me are just plain disgusting and ugly..it really take skills to give a good tattoo.

2010-08-05T22:33:00.000+08:00

i just wanna be happy!is it that hard to?happiness is what people always tell you that you can be happy if you want to.but in real life,its not.its not easy to push out all the negative thoughts that drives me insane.and even if i did,it come back bugging me again and again.i love dreaming:)

2010-08-05T22:03:00.001+08:00

45 mins of spinning made me so dizzy :X but take things off my mind too lol.someone found my blog eh?hahaha

really lame ppl:P wat do u call a handicapped blind man? wat do u call a salty prawn..?and someothers cant remember..eltons mind full of prawns LOL.

well i screwed up my BC,damn damn damn..handed in the wrong file for plagiarism check..but mine lucky is 8% even tho i handed in cover page and references..hope it went well.

and i did get to sing enough!cuz i went so late:X haha crystal sang till no voice,and lavanier sounds exactly like justin bieber:)) baby baby baby noooo~

i feel better:)) thanks to so much

ohh and some people are just soooo pretty! and they are really attractive as wat elton said DIDS.lol the aura they send out is diff :)

i dont get it

2010-08-04T22:30:00.000+08:00

by right,im very happy that my projects are all ending and yog break is coming.but by left my happy mood is totally ruined!i dont want to mention about it,make me fume....
ahha anyway dbe went by fine i hope! tho the last question is really kinda not expected.hahahs.

swollen eyes..

i kinda screwed up..so stressed..so much to think about

so troubled so tired

i feel bad,dint really do alot

and there is bc

stupid report

stupid citation

sighhh

you can bear to stand there watch me cry tears to dry

then i can bear it too..

2010-08-02T11:16:00.000+08:00

I think the school could save alot money by increasing the temperature of the air condition.no wonder i always get sick so easily these days...

2010-08-02T10:54:00.002+08:00

“Make a wish and place it in your heart. Anything you want, everything you want. Do you have it? Good. Now believe it can come true. You never know where the next miracle is gonna come from, the next smile, the next wish come true. But if you believe that it’s right around the corner, and you open your heart and mind to the possibility of it, to the certainty of it. You just might get the thing you’re wishing for. The world is full of magic. You just have to believe in it. So make your wish. Do you have it? Good. Now believe in it. With all your heart.

shine some light

2010-08-02T10:47:00.000+08:00

fatigue.

how do u choose the right when you dont know which is right?

genie genie pls appear:)

growing old together

2010-07-29T12:05:00.000+08:00

so sweet :)

boring school

2010-07-27T09:22:00.002+08:00

hahahaha my face on a hundred bucks on dunno which country's money

my babies <3

the three musketeers behind me hahah err lol

i miss you

2010-07-27T09:11:00.000+08:00

I MISS YOU BED!!! cant wait to go home and see you!!!

hahahs yea cant get up this morning,which tempted me to skip ITB.

but i managed to force myself to wake up

ahhhhh

bed bed bed bed bed!!!!

i misssss you sooooo muchhh

hope the day end faster!

i promise i will rush home haha.

2010-07-26T09:56:00.001+08:00

wth?i just heard this on radio: the main cause for divorce is marriage hhahahaha lol

2010-07-25T23:50:00.000+08:00

black c3 pilot g-tech pen.shoes.\\

ohh and i miss bp loads! i wanna see so many ppl!

as long as you are there

2010-07-25T23:31:00.000+08:00

i love sticky,pastamania,ritz apple suddel,popcorn,each-a-cup,magnium almond,chocolate icecream,peaches,pizza,sweet talk, chicken maggie mee hehehe
i dint like the blood pledge.omg ohh it better be my illusion or sth
wellllll,I AM supposingly doing my pacc tutorial 11 now,ahha but then sadly im not!
haiya haiya im so bored with everything
facebook is boring i think,in fact whole singapore is.and about the increasing population,i really cant stand it.people are like over flooding everywhere.i cant even get on a morning train without squeezing past so many people.i cant walk through causeway properly without knocking into people on a sat night'.omg hate crowed places.i mean not like a celebration or tt type.just hate dense population,
yea,and i really consider moving somewhere else when im older hahah

2010-07-25T23:17:00.001+08:00

“i don't care if people call me foolish.i will still believe that just one day,i will meet a guy who love me forever for who i am.he will not mind if i'm pretty or ugly,rich or poor,stupid or clever etc.he will just love me for who i am.maybe im just a pessimistic soul.

2010-07-21T10:51:00.000+08:00

omg so cute!!!!!!

2010-07-20T13:45:00.003+08:00

Yessssssss,im v bored tts y so many post a day!lol :)

2010-07-20T13:27:00.001+08:00

whahahahahahahhahahahXD

2010-07-20T10:02:00.001+08:00

“Stories always tell us more than the mere words, and that is why we love to write it, and to read it.

INCEPTION

2010-07-20T09:50:00.001+08:00

INCEPTION IS AWESOME!

yes,one of the best movies.its has complex plot,but its really a wow factor.the wife is kinda scary lol.i watched it twice!!!!i only watched two movie twice,including inception.hahahs.i want to build my own dream too..it could really make people doubt the reality if such stuff really exists.

all his movies are NICE!!

good actor

why reality when dreams can make u happier?

but of course long period of it...

2010-07-20T09:26:00.000+08:00

FOM finally done-ed.

shit just screwed an itb qn when i knew the ans..ahhhh tick wrongly:(

so upset!

despicable me

2010-07-16T23:19:00.000+08:00

a vvvvvv nice show!!!!!!!!!!!!

tho there is probably people disagreeing

but really,really funny:P

and little agnes is super cuteeeee ok!

she soooo cuteeeeee
especially when she ask Gru if she is noisy

lalalahh

2010-07-16T22:10:00.000+08:00

2010-07-16T13:24:00.001+08:00

pls dont:)

come on,let me fly.

2010-07-16T10:45:00.003+08:00

sexyyy omg

2010-07-16T00:47:00.000+08:00

Publish Post

i think saxaphone gives out romantic music.

ang guys who can play them are just so" omg so romantic!"

like the above guy in boys over flower

feels better after alot of ranting at a random place

2010-07-15T23:55:00.005+08:00

Love is like a Rubix Cube, there are countless numbers of wrong twists and turns, but when you get it right, it looks perfect no matter what way you look at it.

in a black hole

2010-07-15T23:42:00.001+08:00

i'm so damn tired,have to finish bc,yet totally no motivation to at all :( feel soo soo stressed and 'tight'.if that is the right description at all..whatever la..why cant i just move up to a mountain and isolate myself.
omg so tired i dont have much energy to dance properly.tho i dun really get what is taught today.

funny eh?but kinda right..

i love you in my own ways..

do you know?

someone only remembered me after 12 hrs:(

therefore,i love u more (barbie's bf)

i dunno how to react sometimes.

pinkpinkpink!

2010-07-14T16:18:00.006+08:00

i realise many people are on tumblr,i even found janice darling’s.hahahs.im soooooooo soooooooo tired.omg im so deprived of sleeep.i could even think in my sleeep to skip econ lecture,which i did.yet i still have to do BC later at night.omgggg..im so so sleepy:X

i love pink love my pink nails love every every thing that is pink!!!!!!! :D if everything on the world is pink and belongs to me,i’ll probably die of happiness! teeheeheeXP

waiting for dancesport ALONE:C another hour to spend and my battery is already dying on me(both my phone and my laptop).

this is what i posted on tumblr:) i shall continue here.well i like blogger better because the skin is nicer:) at least i like my new skin.anyway i just remembered that i saw jiawen this morning.he is awesomely tall.hahah he saw me outside the door or sth,and he forgot to bend his head,so he knocked onto the "ceiling" or the mrt..soo talllll!

waiting for my friend to upload the TDA pics:)

it was a fun day!we were on time,yet sadly we dint enter the nxt round.but was fun because we camwhored alotalot..especially peiling heheh.well i did alot too i guess?hahah.

and then there were this buffet which they give out tiny plates(we were super hungry then,dint eat much since 6) and tinyy tiny fork.hahah so we took like two plates each.we thought we took alot,but seeing elton weichen n siangping ,i was shocked,but yea its good they took cream puffs!its really nice,but i believe its meanly because we were just too hungry.elton eat each puff with an awwww sound..lol freaking funny:)

True Love

2010-07-14T11:22:00.001+08:00

Everywhere I go your smile is there
When I think of you the stars overhead are bright
My love for you kindles even in the darkness of night.

When I dream the moon beams down your name
And when you're not around my heart aches for you.

You enchant me with your eyes
The sound of your voice makes all my dreams come true.

You are my heart's delight; it burns ever so bright
Every time I try to resist you
I just realize my love for you is true.

By Luke Vallejo

2010-07-13T23:40:00.000+08:00

yummmmmmmm

so busy

2010-05-12T21:31:00.000+08:00

haha yea poly life arnt as slack as i thought.anyway i just came back frm dancesport training and tmr sure got muscle ach one LOL..i tried to do split..damn we have to do it..ahhh..pain sia..and all the rotation of ribcage n pelvic bone oso pain..lol..like i can literally feel my pine n ribcage goin break like tt..whahaha..whoohoo

btw i think ip man2 is damn super nice so yea everyone sld watch it..lols.i want to watch back up plan too and many others.lols.

haha thats me bored in class.gee.

and yea i went to debate club today oso

hahaha n the ex president is damn good!!!

WAAAA..im really impressed..

i miss my long hair n tt fringe LOL

and i miss babyy

and i miss bp!!

and i dont miss projects..sian

yay no itb hw

2010-05-04T09:38:00.000+08:00

excel sucks.ahha
guess what i signed up like 9 ccas.wow right
but many needs interview
hope dance sport or dance club work out fine lol
i seriously think dance sport is cool and i always admired ppl who can dance like tt
and seriously i dont think i can become a dancer like tt it seems impossible
abd i think can really slim down lol..

i misss u darling :X

booooo

2010-04-23T13:48:00.000+08:00

im alittle upset!iknowyoudontmeanitbutimstillalilsad.hmm.itslikehavingtodealsomanythingsatatime.anditsuck.

and seriously lectures are kinda boring.tutorials are much more intersesting.yea and i dun really like IT business which im having now lols.plus bags are always too heavy!yea im complaing because im not in a good moog.hmm but maybe nxt time i will say nice things.the lecturer talks in an exxergerated wayyy.remind me of ms ong?lol but i learnt tt words have so many function tt i dint know.im doina a newsletter in words.cool eh?
watever.and the sch is too big..too tiring to walk frm one end to another
and ahhh watever..im just nt happy today!
talalalalalalalaltalalalalalala

memories

2010-04-18T21:20:00.001+08:00

i so gonna post this!!! lols

hmm i MISS 4P2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i believe many feels the same..
i just see through pics frm facebook..feel damn sad...
i just miss my clique.and rika susu n pearlynn for recess time n after sch
i just miss alyward sinister laughters LOL.and chinwens jokes..and so on on

it seems so fun i mean it did..its like never really cared of olevel and even the mugging time was kinda memorable..haizzzzzzzzzzzz

and now suddenly,its like all work and quite serious i mean no ones gonna care how i do in poly..i mean teachers wont bugg behind u..its like all my business..hahah..but i wan GPA 4!!!! and graduate with honour
I SO WANT THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and which oso means i must work really really hard,plus participate in alot competiions and enthu in cca..blahhhh
puhlease poa.DONT BORE ME OUT!

so my aim is be an accountant?
haha funny

p.s i think i look ugly on prom! nvr really check out the pics ahaha