204[x 3CLIP2E[x CHINWEN HUIYI LINQI MR WU PEARLYNN QIWEI QILING RIKA SUSU❤ SANDY WILLIAM XIAOLING XAVIER ZHENGRUI

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i carry your heart with me ♥ i'm never without it

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you cant tell the difference but i do...whatevers...

now then did i only realise..

1. What’s your ambition?
~i havent really thought bout it...

2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boyfriend?
~emm..friends bahh..unless the guy is oso a good friend of mine

3. Who is the person you trust most?
~Jesus[: and of course my parents

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
~mm.guess so..or maybe not

5. Who is your idol?
~d a v i d c o o k [:(its always changin)

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
~yesh.it happened a couple of times

7. What is your goal for this year?
~have a better result and be happy[:

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
~yesh.it does happen

9. Have you broken someone’s heart that she/he tried to commit suicide?
~emm.i dunno.did i?

10. What feeling do you love most?
~ to be loved

11. What are the requirements you wish from the other half?
~hahah.my dream prince charming must be perfect.but there is no one tt i have met that is very perfect.lols.most importantly he needs to be caring,taller than me.lols,and romantic(which girl doesnt wan tt),and can handle my emotions.lols.LOVE ME TRULY[x

12. List some best moments in life?
~emm.times in my kindergargen.reading a book i love.drawin some sad pics.going shoppin.
seeing those childhood pictures tt i looked so happy and contented with my parents thinkin tt nth will go wrong(im wrong tho)

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
~definatelyy.but im not really a good friend.i will try to be better[:

14. Do you believe in love at first sight?
~em..not really.it might happen but i doubt it will last long for me

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
~to trust my instincts at ALL times.lols.and to appreciate what i have.live the day for there might be no tmr.

16. Do you love anime?
~not really..some are still okay..that reminds me tt i really hate comics.lol

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words.
~he is alvin the chipmunk.lol.exactly 5!

18. What have you done to please yourself?
~eat sinful things tho my mom will freak out if she ever knows.lols.shhh...dun tell her.she will 'kill' me.chocolate is my favorite.hehehh[x i believe u love it too.buy things i noe i will regret later or useless.

19. IF time were to rewind, when will you want it to be?
~27/02/1993.hah.emm.the time when i have yet came to singapore.if i knew it will turn out this way..i rather
stay and never let u be angry again..haizz

20.what do i want for my birthday?
~be with who i love.i mean friends family and if there is my prince charming it will be wonderful too.hahhs[x

Instructions:Remove one question from above and add in your personal question.Make a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people.List them out at the end of the post.Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged.Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all :D

ppl i tagged.susu[: zhengrui[: siqi[: rika[: weekee[: eunice[: kaiting[: naomie[:
quiz done.hahh

i cant resist changin my blogg song lorh
hahhs.his voice is just too nice & sexy[:
i hheeartt this song.
you will always be a part of me..

lol.choir again today..not too badd


xoxoxo




ohh..

sometimes goodbye is the only way..

mySHADOWW[:

im bored.lol xD

xoxoxo

HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE!!!
hahahhs.its time to enjoy+work hard
lol.cant spent all the time playin tho..
havvee funn[:


xoxoxo


yeah

swinging into the darkness.....

xoxoxo

yey.
american idol tonight

hahas.both DAVIDs gonna fight..
is this fate?lols.
one is HOTTsexy and the other is CUTTE.
they even look kindaa alikkee.gosh
hahahs[:

tmr is the audition sia..
dunno which verse to sing
lalalalalalahhhhh..
good luckk to moi[:
and everyone else.
yey.& tmr skip both math lessons cuz of

EARLY DISMISSAL.hehehehh[x
my 8B has yet to done sia.
today got 'someone; call me during class
and the caller ID is +0.and the second call is no number..geez
eerrieee..whahahahh:x

.suddenly wish i could disappear into thin air..
or maybe not...



















took this pic at vivo.lalalahh.
jianhui's pose look stylo.lols




















rikka & mine.lol.heeeaartte
took these pics frm rikkas blogg[x

我要忍住眼泪,不能让它掉下来...


xoxoxo


lol[: updatteeiing
i guess there is some misunderstandin huh?
lol..im not upset bout guys...gee
yes.we are only 15.no point to be too troubled by them
这我看得开的..

ya'r right,
my heart dont belong to anyone except myself
hhahaahh.dun be mistaken.im not in love or in a crush
or anythings..
i wont lose myself again.lalalalahh

gee.i should thank people tt actually concerns bout me
haha.really thanks u guys
thanks susu;zhengrui

well.life wont be life if there is no sadness
and bad things that happens
i just feel so hopless cuz its way too long
faith would be probally waht i need bah.lols

geez.today yixin n malcolm had food posioning
cuz they ate the tuna sandwich.

submitted the form for bpian idol.lol.cheers!
thursday!!!!
tmr gonna watch the american idol!!!
ZR:david cook gonna win!!

STOP&STARE into my life
neverendin road...endless and meaningful/less


xoxoxo




doowoowoo~











its hopeless...really...just forget it bahh..
i admitt defeat...


can u be anymore irritating?
...seriously just get out of my sight..
can i say its a bad day?
well..i just saw ppl i dun wanna see
saw tt pervert again.ack!
the sight really make me feel sick...disgusting
even the face is so...

ohh.yey.
next week no CHOIR.yey
todays pract is serioulsly boring
keke is just so sloww.and like lullaby
sian lorhs
haha[x
but with rika and dolnade
its kinda fun..thanks for keep me in company
can think how i will survive choir without u guys..
haha[x

maybe u are right..
i sldnt just give up like this..
yeah..i will have faith de.heheh
gd advice dol.lol
there is still a long way ahead anyways.
never give up on myself
im very happy today[:
hahaha.
cant wait for saturday!
gonna be fun!
lol.bpian idol!!
shall i join?
what shall i sing huh?
really no idea eh...

~
Follow your heart
Your intuition
It will lead u in the right direction
Let go of your mind
Your intuition
Is easy 2 find
Just follow your heart, baby
~

just hold my hand and never let go..
be at my side and guide me always..
amen..




















xoxoxo


i seriously need some adjustment to my life now.
firstly.studies is the piority in my life now.geez
so i better concentrate and wark harder
yeah..midyears are over..and i must admitt i dint put in
much effort
most subjects are really last min studies
or worst.dint read much at all.
but im happy and elated that my geog passeedd.gee
although its not really good
must work harder n harder in physic..


wth..
cant u see im upset enough..
really feel like strangling you..
dont u dare to cut my hair again!!!!

i give up!
im tired of all this..lost hope in it anyways
why is it that life must be filled with so much dramas



















我到底做错什么..
连你也欺负我...
我无话可说了..
the tears just cant seem to stop..


xoxoxo


ohh.tmr giving back the scripts
geez.i dun feel gettin it bac lorh
aiyo....the free of troubles days are so shaot ah
hahah.[x
gd luck to everyone
get the result ur dreamin of.
even if u dont.dun be too upset or give up
never never give up on a subject
haha.cheers!

When I was young I'd listen to the radio
Waiting for my favorite songs
When they played I'd sing along,
Those were such happy times and not so long ago

actually,memories will never be forgortten
whether u want or not,it will stay with u
i treasure all my memories.lols
really...
when u are upset,the memories of the gd times do flow back.
and it helps in cheerin me up
haha
this is so random i guess
just some thoughts lah.
and i had to thaank u especially lol
u thought me alot .really alot.haha
i will never the times we had....



















xoxoxo




went out to CCK park to practice for cheering comp
LOL.haha.at first a bit bazzar lah.
then started raining
then the guys are more cooperative
and its easier to cheer and learn
but tmr dun think i could go tho ):
my mom doesn wan me to go
and since its mothers day.dun wan make her angry oso..
LOL
then learnt some actions and the formations
but the actions havnt learn finish
lol.thanks to jianhui to lead the guys.
and thank the guys that cooperate to make things easier
haha.later on went to AMK hub[x
lol.went to collect my mondo shoes
and i bought a 'strapless' dress
heheheh[x
luckily my mom dint really mind
as long as i wear a half cardigan over.
maybe i'll wear it some other time.lol
we walk walk walk.gee.really tired
haha.the guys are really bored i guess
lol.accroding to alvin.
we spent 45mins in top20.haa

sometimes things are so weird.lol
good to bad.bad to good















susu's second letter[:















my card n cd to my MOM














爱情是自私的...

xoxoxo


what the hell..
i feel so upset again.geez
in other words blue..
i want to write so muchh..but i guess its personal.
and i forgot what to type suddenly
dolnald.help me pls.LOLs.
anyway girl,go n update ur blog la.and put a tagboxx eh
haha.
fine fine fine.i sld cheer up seriously
i thought im outta of my depression phase
and then..here it comes again
i dunno i DUNNO
i seriously dunno wat the hell wrong with myself!!
and im gettin fustrated bout all those emo things.geez
but still i just can help it
why is it that life is soo unfair
wat had i done wrong exactly to deserve this?
yeah.it will probally make me stronger
but i seriously cant take ita nymore..go away pls
how i wish im somewhere over the rainbow
where troubles melt like lemon drops[x
haizzz..
when i thought i could overcome all this..and..then..
i sld finally let go right?
fine
over the year
i could even feel im matured
LOL.im serious
i will let go....of watever things or feeling it is
hhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaa
humans are just so weird
they never realise how their actions and words could hurt others deeply
people are just insensitive..
as insensitive as u and u and u and....
dun feel like goin sch tmr.wat leadership course.sianzz

;tears
never let them make you cry
girls and tears
are like sharks and blood

♥XOXOXO




yeyhooo



hurt;
when you feel it;
its real;
when u feel sad,its hurt
when you cry,you feel hurt
and when your heart is aching,its definately hurting..wth
♥
today higher chinese paper
wahh.super duper hard lorrs
wth..dun even noe wat is tt term
haha.the second passage is frm a book my mom borrowed
lol.there is everything explained like what is the
三个快乐,最好的医生是自己...
everythings eh..i wished i had read it..LOls
haiis..i dunn wanna fail my chinese eh
went to eat in lot 1 later on..
and im not ur atm....

hahahs.this is susu's letter to me
as in real letter from the mail
lolahs.touched-me .heheh[:
erm.dun worry girlene,i will write back
♥
haiis.i feel very upset frm wateverr it is
upset and hurt and dissapointed...
like i dun feel upset enough..gd one..
when the world is changing..i really miss my oldself..

p.s. i dint know that real passion fruits taste so nice.mummm[x