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Saturday, November 29, 2008 || 9:12 pm
woa..
today the hc workshop is so...er hem...
no comments ...
acjc is good sia n so is st nicholas..n nangyang
woaha we have to really to work hard
hmmm maybe when we meet them in march we can prove them wrong ahaha
well..we can be tt 'potential' gold choir..hahahs
jiayou everyone!!!
hmm someone send me the mezo-soprano file can? : D
Friday, November 28, 2008 || 10:14 pm
yea tt emotion-less face..how to snap out of it?
Wednesday, November 26, 2008 || 9:44 pm
...i only want to curl up n crydi must have be too depressed to cry...
okayy i will spent then next hour writin diary instead of physic notes
|| 9:09 pm
today is really weird for me..
how to say..hmm i was completely in my own world
well i felt disconnected frm the world..lol
hmm i read too many books today.my eyes hurts now..
i piratically read the whole day without my nap..
now i feel crazy..

one of the book i have read
thick huh..
the thickest romance novel i have read..
thicker than twilight it think..
n i din think it was nice at first
but after readin it..
i feel as if the book is written for me to read
as if fated to let me find this book
exact same thing..how is tt possible...
thnx janice..
damn..im really superstitious uh
yea i guess i am
and i feel v sad today too..
i even cried after readin tt damn book
cried non stop..hmm
im really gettin a lil crazy
tarot cards..means sth?
anyway i love books..
through today..
i really feel they are my real friends
when im lonely
tt will nvr hurt anyone
n tt novel really touches me..
made me thinkininininininggg
tts a few lines tt is exactly wat i feel
and dunno..the characters are like alive..
ohh im so crappin..
destiny..wat is wat
be summer summer
sry if i am cold n distant
but nvm..i din really talk to anyone today
i think i spoke less than 15 sentence today
wasted mostly scoldin my brother..
n im enjoying the silence
Sunday, November 23, 2008 || 11:03 pm
David Archuleta - Touch My Hand
Saw you from the distance
Saw you from the stage
Something about the look in your eyes
Something about your beautiful face
In a sea of people
There was only you
I never knew what the song was about
But suddenly now I do
Tryin' to reach out to you, touch my hands
Reach out as far as you can
Only me, only you, and the band
Tryin' to reach out to you touch my hands
Can't let the music stop
Can't let this feeling end
Cause if I do it'll all be over
And I'll never see you again
Can't let the music stop
Until I touch your hand
Cause if I do it'll all be over
And I'll never get the chance again
I'll never get the chance again
I'll never get the chance again
I see the sparkle of a million flashlights
A wonderwall of stars
But the one that's shining out
so bright is the one right where you are
Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand
Reach out as far as you can
Only me, only you, and the band
Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand
Can't let the music stop
Can't let this feeling end
Cause if I do it'll all be over,
I'll never see you again
Can't let the music stop
Until I touch your hand
Cause if I do it'll all be over,
I'll never get the chance again
I'll never get the chance again
Saw you from the distance
Saw you from the stage
Something about the look in your eyes
Something about your beautiful face
Can't let the music stop
Can't let this feeling end
Cause if I do it'll all be over,
I'll never see you again
Can't let the music stop
Until I touch your hand
Cause if I do it'll all be over,
I'll never get the chance again
I'll never get the chance again
I'll never get the chance again
I'll never get the chance again
Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Saturday, November 22, 2008 || 10:47 pm
twilight <3
|| 11:15 am
Taylor Swift - Our Song
I was riding shotgun with my hair undone in the front seat of his car
He's got a one-hand feel on the steering wheel
The other on my heart
I look around, turn the radio down
He says baby is something wrong?
I say nothing I was just thinking how we don't have a song
And he says...
Our song is the slamming screen door,
Sneakin' out late, tapping on your window
When we're on the phone and you talk real slow
Cause it's late and your mama don't know
Our song is the way you laugh
The first date "man, I didn't kiss her, and I should have"
And when I got home ... before I said amen
Asking God if he could play it again
I was walking up the front porch steps after everything that day
Had gone all wrong and been trampled on
And lost and thrown away
Got to the hallway, well on my way to my lovin' bed
I almost didn't notice all the roses
And the note that said...
Our song is the slamming screen door,
Sneakin' out late, tapping on your window
When we're on the phone and you talk real slow
Cause it's late and your mama don't know
Our song is the way you laugh
The first date "man, I didn't kiss her, and I should have"
And when I got home ... before I said amen
Asking God if he could play it again
I've heard every album, listened to the radio
Waited for something to come along
That was as good as our song...
Cause our song is the slamming screen door
Sneaking out late, tapping on his window
When we're on the phone and he talks real slow
Cause it's late and his mama don't know
Our song is the way he laughs
The first date "man, I didn't kiss him, and I should have"
And when I got home, before I said amen
Asking God if he could play it again
I was riding shotgun with my hair undone
In the front seat of his car
I grabbed a pen and an old napkin
And I wrote down our song
Thursday, November 20, 2008 || 2:32 pm
yea yea yea..
it doesnt matter anymore...why did i even care...
hmmmmmmmmmmmppp..
yea so wat..im really being stupid huhi might take really long to totally forget u or watever burying the three year memories..but hmm think im gonna be okayy bah..you hate me now i guess..you made me lost my confidence of relationshipsno..the tears cant drop...i have to be strong...i guess i really can do tthmm infatuation vs love
which is which..i dunnno either..
[rehab]
XD :D x) :) :] x]..hehehehehhhs XP
Wednesday, November 19, 2008 || 9:18 pm
hurt..
say it once
say it twice
say it again...
watever man..learnin not to trust is better...
yea tt one thing tt touched me at chalet...is u can hardly never find anyone like tt...
really...never...
just give me a lil time..
|| 9:14 pm
偷偷看你的脸
心情变成晴天
我向着窗外默默想念
希望你能听得见
你的好你的坏
全部我都想爱
你明不明白说不出来
心中对你的依赖
Oh my pretty pretty boy, I love you
因为窈窕妹妹不会假装爱
Pretty pretty boy of mine
对你说声嗨
Oh my pretty pretty boy, I need you, oh my
窈窕妹妹只想爱
说你不走,要你别走,请留下来
看别人手牵手
我越看越寂寞
我想要你说只对我说
说你心中只有我
你明明很爱我
明明不想要走
为什么不敢付出太多
是不是怕真爱上我
Oh my pretty pretty boy, I love you
因为窈窕妹妹不会假装爱
Pretty pretty boy of mine
对你说声嗨
Oh my pretty pretty boy, I need you, oh my
窈窕妹妹只想爱
说你不走,要你别走,请留下来
Oh my pretty pretty boy
说你也爱我
Oh my pretty pretty boy, I love you
因为窈窕妹妹不会假装爱
Pretty pretty boy of mine
对你说声嗨
Oh my pretty pretty boy, I need you, oh my
窈窕妹妹只想爱
说你不走,要你别走,请留下来
|| 11:50 am
love is tt powerful huh...?hmmmmm.........hurts to see them like tthurts even more to read...hmmmmm love has no right or wrong...there is no blaming who or who...人生中有很多种爱,但别让爱成为一种伤害我读不下去了....只让我想到那天...他真的好伤心....i bet everyone there had tt feelin....its just haiz...想着,看着...真让人心酸...really...this chalet..wow..hmmmthose dint go really missed out alot..love is really something tt is so mysterious...so powerfulsome is willin to give up n give in so much for it...im really i dunno ..impressed..i guessso much so much...so much promise so much thinkinhmm i wish u all the best..jiayou ah!!if u love someone..no matter friends or more..show it...i guess i lack in tt too..sometimes im like 口是心非..lols..hmm haha i shall try not to..this thing really touched me...another thing too..so is another...and yea..all in chalet..made me did alot thinkin too...haizthis world is never fair..tts too truebut but but..we sld not take advantage of ppl ard us...they came into our life for a reason...we sld really treasure all ppl ard us...sorry...
really i am..
and i dun wish to hurt u any further
reallly really im in fault..i know..
but through this..i learnt alot.n also get hurt along..tho u were hurt more than me..
yesterday was a really wow...silly me..haha
yea so im sorry..but i know it wont help and even if im guilty..i cant really do anythings..
i wanna move on...life is short n im still young...n really dunno..ur really much more stable than i am..i wont say sorry anymore..
so..love is just like tt huh...
i did wan to try..but im a lil afraid a lil scared..and im not really sure of wat
maybe i have lost confidence in myself..because im always the one tt ruin it..
no i wont want it to be tt way...gosh...sry..give me some time i guess.. XD
p.s i just realise the song pretty boy on my blog is sang in chinese..cool
Tuesday, November 18, 2008 || 8:11 pm
1 ) The person who ask u to do this thing is :
XIAO PING ZI XD hahhs kiddin..my friend who is also a twilight fan!!!
2 ) Your relationship with him / her is :
friends definitely XD
3 ) Your impressions on him / her is :
hmm funny n helpful :D
4 ) The most memorable thing he / she had done for you :
carry my books..hahhhs : D
5 ) The most memorable thing he / she said to you :
twilight rawkkss..and so is edward!
6 ) if he / she becomes your lover you will :
hmmm dunnno ee..but hes taken anyway XD
7 ) If he / she becomes your lover, a thing he / she has to improve on will be :
erhmm..hahhhs dunno either
8 ) if he / she becomes your enemy , the reason will be :
i cant think of any...hmmm because he reads more than me?lols nah kidddinn
9 ) the most desired thing you wanna do for him / her now is :
hmmm the chirstmas card..hahhhs
10 ) your overall impression on him / her is :
funny helpful
11 ) how you think people around you feel about you :
erm dunno crazy and random i guess
12 ) the character you love about yourself is :
cheerful(in a crazy way)okayy lahhs not really im not exactly cheerful nowadays..i dunno
13 ) on the contrary , the character you hate about yourself is :
lols..easily to be sad..too emotional...haha
14 ) the most ideal person you wanna be is :
hmm happy n carefree :)
15 ) pass this quiz to 5 people that you wish to know how they feel about you :
hahahhs okayy i dun wish to pass to any i guess..lols!
later they think its troublesome..lols! tho it dont take alot time lurhs
HAHAHH! i did ur quiz le!!
lols!
i kept my promise XDXD
friends forever~
Monday, November 17, 2008 || 9:58 am
twilight
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
<3
cant wait for twilight to be outtttt!!!!!!!!!hahhhs XD
hmm im gettin to think that the Edward actor dun look tt bad..hahahs
altho he really is far frm wat i expaected...
sooo nice this pic....whoooooowooo
|| 8:18 am
hmmm so lazy to post bt
second day...
anyway the pics are with Cheryl..later get frm her..
i just know tt second day is soooo out of control...hmmm i can definitely say so
mostly all happened at night..day was totally boring..
but tt dint mean i liked the troubles...
i can list out alot lurhs
ask me personally if u wanna know..lols
and yea..i did slp the longest..but still tired
hahahh!!btw the second day morning we went to the cdens lobby n wait for alywin
and the chairs are so comfortable..until i fall asleeeepp..
ohh plus i think alyward look like a little evil master..sry to say tt
but many wld agree..especially if he sit in
tt position n stare at you...LOLS!
but also kinda cute...LOL!
haha
was it a
dream!!!!!????but dun seems so eh..lols
`````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````the art exhibition of my brother's art teacher :
went there last friday...
we saw this pic at the cityhall there..

this is the pic seen frm outside
then there is two glass panel oso..

lookin through the blue glass panel..

look through the red panel..
my brother de also..


|| 8:12 am
Thursday, November 13, 2008 || 10:16 pm
hmmm now i shall update on the
chalet...
wat a eventful one...hahhs
well start frm DAY 1:
i met janice at marsiling at 11..but i was late a while i think..hhaa
n then janice told me tt ding xun called her tellin her tt they goin reach le
(everyone were suppose to meet at JE at 11.30)
wth haha they so early for wat!!
then we went to je wait for cheryl they all..help them carry stuff
and the things are bought frm ntuc..
haha actually can buy frm pasir ris there oso ma..then dun need carry..lols
hmm then we separate into 2 grps..one collect bbq stuff..
one go to pasir ris straight to eat n wait for the others
and we forgot about malcolm!hahahhs so ps..i only remembered when he called me
cuz he say he will be late cuz have cca
ahha so we alighted at clementi wait for him
hmm then al the way to pasir ris..so long..
after lunch its already 130 n suppose to meet all the rest tt did not help out
n wth..we go there n saw no one..
hahahahs..janice cant believe everyone was late..lols
called junyong n he was like..hmm im gonna be late..
we asked him where is he..he replyed ohh still at clemanti..wowowow..haha
after tt cherly reached n we decided go there first..then carry the things
n wth..we waited dunno how long for tt 403 bus..
hahahhs before tt we also wasted long time find out which bus..
the bus tt came by almost the same no..
there is three 21 bus tt came all at once..wth haha
when we reach there ,we need to walk a long long long way to go into the chalet
dunno mal or janice said tt at least when we come out tt time wont be so bad
cuz dun need carry things..thus wont be so tired
n when we reach there..guess wat
the guy there told us we are at the wrong place..WTH
i seriously tot he was jking or hes wrong..
hmm we booked the hometeam chalet..
and there is 2..one at bukit batok one at pasirris
then they told us ours sld be in bb not pasir ris..
n we tot they are wrong..cuz we did want the pasir ris de..
haiz in the they are not wrong..wth
we wanted to book another chalet at pasir ris
but they told us still have to go bac to bb to book
we were really quite pissed off..damn it lurhs
and really lahhs..go all the way to pasir ris there then go bac..wth
i really wanted to book another one..but oso not possible
there has six kittens..
super cute but one scratched me when i was havin a phone call..
hey janice sry hahaha u din get to take photo with it cuz i shooed it away
cute right hahhs
they are fighting!
they so cute de..one of them like to go into the toliet..hahhhsXD
they are suckin milk frm the mother XD ahahaha
until ding xun suddenly came over n make a loud noise(not on purpose tho)
hahahs n it scared all the kittens away and the mother damn angry then we took a cab n went bac..really pissed off then..
and guess wat..
when we reach cdens there..they told us that we need to be above 18 to check in
and needed the particulars of the person tt helped us booked the chalet
wth lurhs...so pissed..hahahhs XD
while waitin...
lucky Valerie her parents are nearby
see..so many problems le..
worse still..reach there le then the chalet there is like kampong..
and really im serious..
it has two levels..
the ground floor is bare except a table,chairs,bbq pit n basin
and its open door..with four poles to support the second floor..
the second floor is worse...
it is like a small hall..totally bare..nth oso no bed no nth
theres a tv n a frigde..uh huh..cool right..hahahhs XD
and there is like damn alot of ants..
u can hear me scream alot..ewwwwwwww....hahhs3
and oso alot other kinds of insects (cuz the chalet is beside a forest)
ermm..so sucks de...
hahhhhs
btw we sld be in unit 3 not 7..
but since we went to unit 7 first then just stay there lurhs
hmm 3T1 oso with us but at unit 3
**************************
hmm then is the BBQ..
its rather okayy..and i ate quite alot..
hahahhs jj bbq mostly for us
lols
my marshmellow!!!all melt le hehehehhs XD
hahaha we are clever..XD so much faster
hahhs cheryl n malcolm XD
my sweet potato XDXDXD
my favvvv..
and is so nice lurhs
hehhhhs XD
ohhhh girls i will miss you XD
this is how the first floor look like..
while waitin for jieying to bath XD
lols..alywin
im really bored...waitin for cheryl to bath..
my eyes look greenish blue..lols!hahahhs after i bath finish then we went for the night walk...
scary scary...hahhs XD
hmmm show u a very scary pic..hahaha
me as a ghost..LOLS
hahahahhh XD btw i was wearin my p5 camp shirt!hahahahaactually the night walk not exactly very scary..
buttttt..cuz its really dark
and theres alot of insects snails blah blah

alywins 'ghost' hands..and im really afraid to step on one..geez
i remember me n jy screamed seein a frog..lols
and our scream scared junyong n alywin..hahhs
after the the walk we saw..erhem...
anyway we went to walk again but another trail...
and when we were finish it...i turned ard and saw cw
followin us a few metres behindd....
ermerm..thats really scary..
he no sound de...and he look so sad..haiz...
erm we were really stunned i guess..
haiz...i hav nth to say bt this...
then went to the swing there..
alywins stupid funny face..hahahhhhsXDafter tt we went to cdens n walk around..

the air raffle
alywin wanted to play..but we arnt members..
then we went back n joined the game taboo..
hahhhs XD
mine..i guess them correctly..not too bad
i had 21 in the end
mal n tiara..hahahahahhsXD
but he din get this right..
after tt the others went for the night walk and i went to slp at unit 3
altho i din really sleep st first.
i was readin my califonia dreaming..
i super love anna..hahhhs
then when i was abt to slp
alywin came in sayin he was slp oso..
hahhs but in the end we had pillow fight and his slappin game..LOLS
XD
damn u lahhs steal my pillow..lols
but i think i managed to get back..
and he smacked my head with the pillow damn pain oso..lols
in the end oso only slpt around 2 hrs
cuz i shared the bed with queenie n cheryl
but cheryl went away after a while..cuz not enough space i think
hahahaha alywin end up slpin on the floor!HAHA!
lols..dingxun n chunkit snatched his bed..lols
the rm damn cold lurhs
thns to alywin...geex...
i woke up hearin ppl talk..and saw chinwen n alywin alyward
heatin water..lols...
that is the first day..so much things...hahahhs
sencond day next time then post bahhs..